Hi I'm Zoey @2015_05_09@deadinsi.de

Update! Big long update about a lot of things. Euphoria, dysphoria, dressing up fem. I had so much to say after such a weird, but great, weekend! https://write.as/20150509/2019-04-07

Update! Brain fog. https://write.as/20150509/2019-04-04

My experience with being a girl was like this.

Imagine you're born wearing an invisible mask. You naturally assume everyone else is wearing a mask, too.

Every time someone tells you how to act or how to be you add some paint to the mask. The mask getting heavier each time.

Eventually, 2 weeks ago for me, the mask starts suffocating you. You start drowning. It's literally killing you. But you don't know it's the mask doing it because the mask was always there.

After breaking down completely, and still not being sure why, you take off the mask.
And then, the next moment, I was trans.

Hi, I'm Zoey. I'm a trans girl. I figured this out around 2 weeks ago. My pronouns are she/her and nothing else.

But this isn't just an announcement post. Nope. You see you can also read about my transitioning in real time here. I was adviced to keep a gender diary and so I did.
If you care, and I don't blame you if you don't, you can read about how I'm tearing down my life and rebuilding myself.

https://write.as/20150509/

Boost this to instantly become gay and gain 5 skill levels in Programming

Hot programming take:
The best way to program is programming, the worst way is not programming

If you want to learn programming you should just learn yourself a programming, pick up a beginner's book and work through it

Code that is written is better than code that isn't

Big take coming through:
You know when you hold down a letter on a phone and it shows all the accented options?
That should apply to real keyboards too. You don't need to repeat keys that much anyway, and inclusivity without fucky keyboard layouts is great.

So, I'm now out to my parents. It went well. And it's a huge weight off of my shoulders.

What a weekend I lined up, huh. in around 24 hours I'll be at my parents house, coming out to my family as trans.
Then I will spend the whole next day hanging out with my extremely cool and gay girlfriend for the first time.