xoey @2015_05_09@deadinsi.de

Update! This might be the most important post ever since it was written (today) the day after I started estrogen. https://write.as/20150509/2019-05-27

Update! Big long update about a lot of things. Euphoria, dysphoria, dressing up fem. I had so much to say after such a weird, but great, weekend! https://write.as/20150509/2019-04-07

My experience with being a girl was like this.

Imagine you're born wearing an invisible mask. You naturally assume everyone else is wearing a mask, too.

Every time someone tells you how to act or how to be you add some paint to the mask. The mask getting heavier each time.

Eventually, 2 weeks ago for me, the mask starts suffocating you. You start drowning. It's literally killing you. But you don't know it's the mask doing it because the mask was always there.

After breaking down completely, and still not being sure why, you take off the mask.
And then, the next moment, I was trans.

Hi, I'm Zoey. I'm a trans girl. I figured this out around 2 weeks ago. My pronouns are she/her and nothing else.

But this isn't just an announcement post. Nope. You see you can also read about my transitioning in real time here. I was adviced to keep a gender diary and so I did.
If you care, and I don't blame you if you don't, you can read about how I'm tearing down my life and rebuilding myself.

https://write.as/20150509/

Boost this to instantly become gay and gain 5 skill levels in Programming

no offense but I have no intention of being attractive to heterosexuals

also this is the first Monday that I've felt good about myself since the start of covid19 so have a selfie

selfie, ec

at school it was all "Zoey don't break the pencils you're wasting money" and now at work it's like "wow, you broke the server and found a huge exploit Zoey! good find!" and I get paid loads of money
school sucked

I'm still kitten though uwu

also I started a new job this week, at a significantly larger company

yay

im gay

my aesthetic is saying things that are dumb enough that other people in the conversation start questioning if we're still talking about the same thing

the coronavirus is extremely hard on me as an extroverted poly horny person

during my time of logging off i got this gift at least

what the hecc is 😏 use your words i don't speak top

https://twitter.com/ayyy_vuh/status/1244084470648627201