Hi I'm Zoey @2015_05_09@deadinsi.de

Update! This might be the most important post ever since it was written (today) the day after I started estrogen. https://write.as/20150509/2019-05-27

Update! Big long update about a lot of things. Euphoria, dysphoria, dressing up fem. I had so much to say after such a weird, but great, weekend! https://write.as/20150509/2019-04-07

My experience with being a girl was like this.

Imagine you're born wearing an invisible mask. You naturally assume everyone else is wearing a mask, too.

Every time someone tells you how to act or how to be you add some paint to the mask. The mask getting heavier each time.

Eventually, 2 weeks ago for me, the mask starts suffocating you. You start drowning. It's literally killing you. But you don't know it's the mask doing it because the mask was always there.

After breaking down completely, and still not being sure why, you take off the mask.
And then, the next moment, I was trans.

Hi, I'm Zoey. I'm a trans girl. I figured this out around 2 weeks ago. My pronouns are she/her and nothing else.

But this isn't just an announcement post. Nope. You see you can also read about my transitioning in real time here. I was adviced to keep a gender diary and so I did.
If you care, and I don't blame you if you don't, you can read about how I'm tearing down my life and rebuilding myself.

https://write.as/20150509/

Boost this to instantly become gay and gain 5 skill levels in Programming

The reason we looked into this was because they're adding a bunch of female versions of male heroes in Warcraft 3 Reforged
Which is good

But also like, come on, you can do better Blizzard

And yes the gamers are as ok with this as you'd expect, the first thread we found on the Blizzard forums mentioned "communism" several times

Fun fact, the Warcraft 2 pvp mode has 1 woman.
It is the Orc Dragon Roost, that is a chained up Alexstrasza who is enslaved to breed new dragons. She's also a building.

After a lengthy nerd session with my gf we figured out that there are only 11 women in the warcraft 3 melee game (normal player vs player mode), 9 of which are elves or half elf-half animal.
The last ones are succubi and harpies.
Orcs have no women, human and undead have one each.

Alright! Time to celebrate my body a bit, because I've started genuinely liking it these days.

I can't wrap my head around the fact that other people look at me and (probably) see a woman. I can't even understand how I can look at me and see a woman, it feels like it's too early for that. And yet I do look at me and I do see that woman I know I am.
And it feels more amazing than anything else.

So here's some recent selfies.

Ah yes, the least eggy toot I've ever made

I'm very happy with how many boosts it got

Or maybe I'll just stay here

I do like this place

Hi, please help me find a new instance!

I'm an internet nomad and so, while this instance is exactly what I want, I like trying new things and going new places just for the sake of it

Haven't used this account in a lil bit!

But I did update my diary. https://write.as/20150509/2019-10-31

It's about Halloween, my girlfriend @AliceInCords, and getting gendered correctly.