e⭐gen @jackie@deadinsi.de

i just got a big surprise - our application to rent a property actually got accepted! so i'll be moving in with a lovely group of queer friends - and finally i'll be "allowed" to have people stay the night.

if you can give anything to put the wind in my sails for this new journey it would be amazing - i've wanted for so long to build a happy home with close friends and this is my first big chance. even the smallest donation could with paying my driving friends to move things for us, transporting ourselves to meet the agent and sign, and stocking the pantry.

thanks so much for reading. link is below if you'd like to contribute.

- Jacqueline Aurora

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=WATBSUFSV8DJC&source=url

Here is my new article, The Tale of Sylvester Burns

https://write.as/jacqui/the-tale-of-sylvester-burns-z1q4

our observations lossy, and perceptions noisy

pls help me shop and pay for meds this week. i need to fill them at a pharmacy actually near me so i can't put them on account.
i'm aware i need to break the pattern of neglecting myself on the weekends. and try to find some work doing web stuff
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=WATBSUFSV8DJC&source=url

i feel better

ihhh i feel not good

the peep in the pawn shop having a final jam on their guitar waiting for their number to come up was the most powerful blues i've felt

i've sold so much stuff in desperate times that i really miss, like my microkorg xl and my nintendo switch. i'm telling myself "never again", even having loaned against jewellery i really love is just too much.

i wuff u

i'm wearing a surgical mask under this which i clean often

this masque has a world map on it! TRANSGENDER & NON-BINARY INTERNATIONAL!

wash your masks otherwise they will smell like pussy. note this is no hate to the smell of pussy, on the contrary,

YES, I AM AWARE THAT A WEB PAGE IS SLOWING DOWN MY BROWSER

honestly the plot of timequake feels so real now. like it does when you're incarcerated

left the pc uploading overnight think that's the first hdd done... i'm going to have to reset it because i don't want to risk hot-plugging the power (which i forgot) on the IDE disk. so that is all going to be very slow. i'll see if there are any files i'm missing

thanx so much continue on and have a lovely day

i'm totally sussed now thanks sooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!11111

i can't believe i waited this long to do this. breaking things down into small steps helped

hi, it's me, jackie.

i'm posting this from a pentium 4 machine with 2GB RAM, running an xubuntu liveUSB as it copies files to my google drive.

the trouble is, this drive has 32GB of data on it, and i've already used half my free 15GB google drive storage quota. there is also a 20GB IDE drive from a computer my aunty also tasked me with recovering.

i wasn't ready emotionally for the contents of these drives.

i find the user folder. documents.
right there, videos for my uncle's funeral. a folder for my cousin who died of cancer at age 4, "all photos CARLI".

any donations towards a little more storage so i can share this all with my aunty during quarantine lockdown would help me so much.

fuck food, fuck sleep, fuck intel, this is my machine until the task is completed while i listen to the boomer radio station.

my paypal is
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=WATBSUFSV8DJC&source=url
love yall
jqi