Amber @amber@deadinsi.de

I'm Amber, a 28 year old disabled trans nonbinary woman living in Chile with my wife

we're a plural system, and Amber refers to both the system and one of its members - it's just comfier, don't worry about it. we kinda flip between singular and plural pronouns a lot.

We're heavily interested in electronics, speedrunning, and really old dated MMOs, so expect to see a bunch of that

We consist of three members: a medianish subsystem consisting of Amber and Sarah, and Jade. We are diagnosed DID (but don't really give a shit about dx as far as plural stuff goes), and more or less tired of hiding that aspect of us so we're rather open about it at this point. We don't bother with emojis and such to differentiate anymore for the most part, don't really worry about it too much.

Amber and Sarah mostly share memories and often cofront, while Jade is generally cut off from the rest.

moved a year ago from Canada to Chile to marry the woman i loved and i just wanna report, i am doing so much better now.

might have to permanently go off of spiro which basically makes medical transition dead, since it is possible it is literally killing me

if your bones ache it's because they're getting read to hatch

i'd like to announce

we successfully got to a new apartment, no more bugs, so much more space, and balcony

it is upsetting and frustrating that my partner will completely shut down and get borderline hostile to me when anything goes wrong

one of the big downsides tbh of this whole moving to another country thing is i have felt incredibly, incredibly isolated even before the pandemic

Amber

worms armageddon got an update what

i got to run cave story 3d on a gdq show tho, so that was cool

i haven't been on here a lot because my mental health is in the shitter given HKEY_CURRENT_YEAR but i'm still survivin

moving to a new country to marry my partner where i barely speak the language turns out to result in feeling very isolating and lonely despite living with the woman i love, who would've guessed

hi i'm feeling good about how i look lately

cw for eye contact in photo

i finally got around to using a plugin that changes all font on every site i use to opendyslexic and the internet is like 800x more usable

i'm wife

been forgetting to check here because of low spoons

oh right i forgot to share this i think, but i am starting to cover music on the gameboy

I covered Meltdown 2 from Cave Story

https://soundcloud.com/user-976808108/meltdown2gb

feeling like i have to be the one to constantly stay strong during this despite the fact that i am fragile and i'm the one at severe risk, so my partner doesn't break down

idk how long i can keep going it's an enormous strain

regret to inform i' m on windows now